Lenten confession, I read ahead. This morning, as I was reading the Magnificat, I read the Gospel reading for Evening Prayer. As I began to look through my pictures to the next place on our walk through the Shrine of Christ's Passion, I found myself with the Apostles, asleep in the Garden, as Jesus prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; yet, not as I will, but as you will."
Same as tonight's reading.
This pathway of field and stone and sleeping Apostles was "brought in" to give us the feel, as we walked, of the humanity of this group of men whom Jesus had chosen, their complete exhaustion of working with and for Christ. And yet, we hear Jesus say, "So you could not keep watch with me for one hour? Watch and pray that you may not undergo the test. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak."
As the pathway ends, we see Him.
Dare we approach as He speaks to His Father?
We see the humanity of Jesus, on His knees,
asking His Father to let this pass, this inevitable
suffering and yet, we see that He is more
than just a man, that He accepts His Father's will. Jesus never tires of doing the will of the One who sent Him into the world. Jesus never
tires of loving us. Jesus never tires of us.
As we walk this Shrine, as we are reminded of all that Jesus has done for us during this Season of Lent, of preparation, we too are asked to stay awake, to be ready, to go the distance.
As we get closer to Holy Week, may our small sacrifices make a difference. May we persevere in a world so weak. We really want to make it to the end with You. We want to resist the temptation to fall asleep, to drop our guard, to talk about others, to lack patience and love, to criticize, to blame others. We want to be so much more.
Jesus, help us to follow the Spirit and not the flesh. Help us to walk this path with You, to witness Your way, to do Your will. To the very end. We are weak. Strengthen us.